Why is my life like that?

Why do i need to be the one who suffer because of othrs fault? Is this the way my life gotten to be.

I was told be my sister something which made me very unhappy, all my plans were ruin. I will not let them go ahead with those plans.

Though i also lazy to go ahead with the plans, but i will wait for the upper to introduce me good deals that will satisfied me. (though it may be short term satisfaction)

hai.......................... sian.............................