Unfilial Child

Am I an unfilial child? I was reprimanded so. I think i am not treating my parents with manners and respect. My attitude has become worse and worse.

I think i need to tell myself something. I just need to accept the fact! This is my life. I jsut got to accept it. It is my fate. Because i was not born to be liked. I am not the one. I just gotta accept it.

I am trying to do more readings as to widen my knowledge, but my english reading skill is going down the drain! oh my. hurhurhur. But what i want now is not really the matter of language but what i am reading. no matter what language they are in. i jsut want the fact. Reading let me know more thing, really. hurhur But reading also has its drawback as you will need to get away from people. that make you mroe quiet. hurhur. But i think it is good that you have time for yourself and not with people all the time. This way you can reflect on your life and what you did.

Erm, i think waht i am talking is becoming too cheem... hurhurhur...

bye