Sunday, April 24, 2005

I HATE I HATE

I hate to be forced in to doing something. I hate it so much.

It started 3 yeras ago. When i completed my olevel. I was supposed to continue my education in thailand university. with certain course, but he opposed, he said that i should go to singpaore, he psyco my sis and later my mum and my dad, which resulted in sending me to singapore. (now they are complaining that i am using too much money)

When i wanted to do Chemical engineering or Biochemical technology for my poly, they forced me not to do it, they say no future, do for what, no use etc. they wanted me to do something relating to computer or business.. ok, i do business IT though i din want to do it... I hate computer.

Now i have graduated with Diploma in Business Information Technology, i wanted to do something different again, and i have determination this time, i want to do a degree in econs. but he, agian, opposed it. Damn. He say i should do something relating to computer with the following reasons:-

1. you should not waste the time that you spent with computer in the past 3 years.
2. you should study computer becos in the future, computer will boom in thailand.
3. you know english, in the future, you can become the coordinator for computer or software. something like project manager or CIO, the middle person between IT and the Business

I argued them with the following reasons:-
1. I hate programming, i do not want to do programming as my career, becos i hate it, mnake me headache and me my eye blur.
2. I have a feeling that with another 3 years, the IT industry in thailand will be too saturated to handle like what is happening in singapore. with major outsourcing, which job opportunity for me will be low.
3. to climb up to the project manager post, you need to have experience, no such company will employ fresh graduate to be project manager, they want someone with experience.
In order to gain experience, i need to start from the beginning which is the programming post. Again, i dunwan to do programming.

Yet still with such arguement, he still want me to do Computer.

I dunno why he is so persistent. I say i don't want. Why must i do it? huh? u dun understnad what i am saying is is? no point for me to study something which i dun like and graduate without the satisfaction.

ok.
stop.